She said yes

Thanks for comming to see me
And spend the night by the Sea
I hope you know i care about you
Because it is true
This poem is short and comming to an end,
But i wanna ask, will you be my girlfriend?

The Starting Line.

Man, who knew that swinging from a tree
Would let me see
How i much i wanted things to be.
Climpin the net challenge and ringin the bell.
Made me just think, "What the hell!?!"
I couldn't of been more of an dumbass
Guess my hope just ran out of gas.
Couldnt go no longer, buts its okay
Just refilled the tank and we can go a long way.
Its a step back, but so is my life right now
Changing everything so i can figure out how
To change the way im viewed by everyone, and you
I finally figured out, what i want to do...
So we can be together.
Cause ive never felt this way, ever.

Prom Night

Man what'd you say?
3 Bottles and a 24 pack, this is gonna be a crazy day
Black People yellin at how my jeans are tight.
Albert in the trunk duckin outta sight.
Pickin up the family
Its insane i can already see
Temptations already set
Expectation wont be met.
Lets Go! Bottles up!
Hurry up! Empty Your Cup!
Dennis you drinkin wayy too fass
And you kept fallin on your ass!!
Callin Patrick and Marryann mommy and daddy
You drivin all the sober people batty
Keep quiet ppl next door asleep.
Tonights gonne be a memory to keep.
Duets on drums
I'll get you when theres a double
Later, we gonna get ourself in trouble.
Drinkin Crown Royal
Theres some lumpia rapped in foil!
We all pretty drunk
For some the ship has sunk.
Self control long gone.
Man! what would we do if it wasen't for Don?
David openin Bottles with his liter.
Marie came cuz i said i needed her.
That was sweet
Compared to that, i cant compete.
Kiernan you was on a tear!!
But passed out cuddled up with a teddy bear!
Me, Kier, and Albert cryin on that 2nd stair.
But plz dont fight Dennis that isen't fair.
Had lyn on the phone
Bet you she wanted an ice cream cone!
But had me in tears
Sharrin all my drunken fears.
Albert took me back in
To empty some bottles that we threw in the bin.
Time passes, people sleep and wake.
Funs not over, quick! we got rice to make.
Feeling that hang over
But for the most part sober
What happens next i cant say
It felt right in more then one way
Wish everone didn't have to see
Guess you never know what might be.
Happy Kier didn't get mad.
That woulda made me sad.
Cleanin up, its time to go
Just couldnt let the good time flow.
Then saw Maries rose pedal on the ground
Thats one thing i wish stayd un-found.
Next time let me know
how you feel so
I dont act so dumb, Fasho?
Cant stand to hurt anyone anymore
All cuz that pedal on the floor.
Never know whats the corner..
But fuck im still hung over!
So thats the story of Prom Night
We had fun, but no sleep means no might...
So until next time
No more Corona and Lime =)

Love, What a heartbreaker

Trying to prevent thoughts from going in my head
I think i'm going brain dead.
I hate being unsure
Only thing one can do is endure.
I was told not to doubt
But my past experiences only make me pout.
Everytime has led to disapointment
It's almost certain just make an appointment
One day i hope to break the habbit
Cause surly i wish to have it.
LOVE

Just stressed out tonight, and on the phone with Lyn. When im stressed i think stupid thoughts, so i tried to construct my thoughts into a poem. This is what came out of it ahahah

The Different Kid from Around the Block.

Im going to write this in hope you will see
How hard being different can really be.
Im just white, minority in my school
People with nothing better try to say things, try n make me feel un-cool
But im not weak im glad to say
I can take the stupid bull shit all day.
The ignorance is annoying, for that im sure
Its just how people live, there needs to be a cure.......

What if people aren't like me, or you.
And cave in to the things they say and do.
Their life is changed for forever and a day.
I know my friend, he is gay.
He is scarred to tell anyone because the things they will say.
People just keep hating
People just keep fighting
Not accepting

What will it take for the world to change
I dont know..but will all see sooner or later
The effects you have, of being a hater.
What happens when the target is you?
Please tell me hater, what will you do?

A kid in my 3rd says its best,
"Peace and love, forget all the rest"
Why make enemies when you can be friends
If you erase the hate, the hater's story ends....

I dont get it. Why people discriminate. Slavery and Woman's sufferage the Holocaust.. Can someone please tell me a positive on any of those?? Another thing i dont get..im white in a mainly black and hispanic area... Im 17..i wasent alive for the civil rights movement...so why the fuck am i still hearing that its my fault for slavery...I know some of its kidding...but some of it really isen't!! I just don't get it. Guess i can only do my part and be more accepting.

Ode to Mr. V.

Heres another poem for you to read.
In this class i do hope you succeed
If your seeing this you just took a test.
Which u probably failed like all the rest.
Mr V really needs to go away.
I rather have Hitler as my VP anyway!
I said "Fuck" as i walked bye.
He said excuse me sir for i don't mean to pry.
I replied, gohd oh gohd Mr. V i hope you die!

This same poem is written on the folders in Mrs. Wickner's U.S. History class ahahaha. i wrote it Yesterday after i was done writing my essay. Earlier in the day Mr. V called my parents because i said fuck, as i walked by. Like, does he not have anything better to do?